I Don’t Deserved To Be Loved

I don’t deserve to be loved
In anyway shape or form.

I don’t deserve to be loved
Because I can’t look at someone
And know I am the one
Who is holding them back.

I don’t deserve to be loved
Because I will get irrationally
Angry, sad, and worried and
They will try to comfort me
Even when I don’t deserve it.

I don’t deserve to be loved
Because I will push them away,
Build walls higher than before
And say things I don’t mean
Just to make them leave,
Before they can really hurt me.

I don’t deserve to be loved,
Because I don’t want to be loved.

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